Friday, August 19, 2011

Moving right a long...

Hello dear blog readers,

Surprising thing; I moved. Yet again. Still in Tulsa, just to a different area! The area is betwix the prime spots in Tulsa; Cherry Street, Brookside, Utica, and Downtown! I am across the street from one my most beloved spots, Woodward Park! I am living in a charming apartment, but my neighbors are owners for MANSIONS! It's crazy awesome.

Moving is not fun though. In the past 3 years, I have moved 7 times. I never want to see a box again.

Pictures are soon to come....

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Dialogue with a 4 year old II.

Jordan (age 4): I want to tell you something.
Me: What?
Jordan: I kissed a girl.
Me: That is... gross.
Jordan: Yea... I got to get that out of my head. *shakes head violently*

Saturday, June 25, 2011

A list of airports I've been to. See if you can guess where they are:
ORD
MKE
TUL
LAX
ATL
LAS
JFK
DFW
MEX
CDG
DUB
EWR
CPH
LHR
DTW
MAD
ORY
TLV
PRG
CUN

Thursday, June 9, 2011

My eyeballs hurt from rolling them at the science channel.

Whilst trying to explain why the galaxies are expanding at an unexplainable faster rate rather than the slower rate (which science can explain)... They answered it with "black energy" an unseen energy that can't be proven. Good one. Certainly can't be Big G little o little d. But thanks for letting me know that a supernova created me and that stars are my parents... Hint* sheer sarcasm.

No matter how you try to explain how we were created, you're going to sound like a lunatic. God creating the universe sounds crazy... but so does the Big Bang.

I simply believe that God created this World and everything in it. And he did it with intention.

Now: Science channel, please teach me how crayons made. I've been lacking in that department since the great Mister Roger's died. Still kind of want to punch Lady Elaine in the face. How did I get off on Make-believe land tangent?

Sorry dear reader.

Have a splendid day
...Cause it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood. ;)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Good one Clive.

Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn.

-Clive Staple Lewis

(an "ah" quote)


Thursday, May 19, 2011

Crush'd

My silly crushes:

Christian Crush: Joel Houston or the Bevere Brothers

Nerd Crush: Matthew Gray Gubler

Too old for me Crush: Eric Bana

Fictional Crush: Jim Halpert

Animated Crush: Moses, Prince of Egypt

Musician Crush: William Fitzsimmons

5th Grade Crush: Mario... forgot your last name.

and finally...

Girl Crush: Scarlett Johansson

Sites I love.

www.etsy.com
www.modcloth.com
www.postsecret.com
www.anthropologie.com
www.urbanoutfitters.com
and even though I don't even have a boyfriend:
www.greenweddingshoes.com

Dant-da-da-da!

Upon discovering several texts and missed calls from current roomie, I gave her a jingle... She called me from her car, informing me that as she was sitting on the couch the cat discovered an animal in the house. She jetted out the door and locked herself in her car. Cute. I asked what kind of animal it was... she didn't know. "Black. Maybe a rodent... maybe an amphibian." I am fully expecting a raccoon or a rat.

After grabbing the extension wand of the vacuum (for weapon purposes), I went into the wild... aka: our apartment. I searched and searched and finally found a tiny bird behind the TV. A tiny bird. Baby bird.

By that time, one of my roomie's male co-workers showed up to get "the monster" out of the house. Thankfully he did. And we could sleep in peace.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

New pad.

Just wanted to take a break from life's hectic ways to say this:

God is all about making things right.
Sometimes RIGHT is just around the corner.
Hold on.


So, I finally moved in with my dear friend Amanda! We are sharing a one-bedroom apartment, which we are lavishing with creativeness and nifty little things. Like our Dali-inspired clock! We are unpacked and pretty much settled in. Which feels great!

Monday, April 25, 2011

The Facewitter

Can I just say that I am pretty tired.
I don't thrive in the busyness of life. Two jobs, socializing, church going, working out, volunteering, and moving just seems to ring the creative life out of me. Causing me to forsake my blog. I apologize blog.

I also fear that my recent twitter-joining has distracted me from my blog... It's just a good place for my little quips.

I am a little overwhelmed with social networking at the moment. I feel I am drowning in the oddity of internet socializing, losing the purity of life. Twitter, Facebook, Blog, Etsy, instagr.am, and let's not forget about good ol' e-mail. It's so strange to think of my simpler days of flip phone (without texting!) or the days sans phone! I'm starting to think this isn't the way life should be.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Dialogue with a 4 year old.

Jordan: I am way smarter then you at everything!

Me: Oh yea? Do you know what "dexterous" means?

Jordan: Yea I know what that means. Cows.

Me: *head nod*

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Woodward

Nothing makes my day and places my heart into content as a trip to Woodward Park. To seal the deal to utter bliss was a trip to Anthropologie. I wish I were monetarily inclined, for my life would be invigorated with romantic pieces from Anthropologie. Sadly, that is not the case. However, I did manage to find the only $9.95 clearanced shirt in the store (and yes, I liked it and bought it.) But about Woodward... yes, this park is the perfect place to grab a blanket, kick off your shoes, and whip out a book (my choice was the Bible). It is a place where I feel happy and at peace... so much so, that I often fall asleep!
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name’s sake.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Tidbits...

I am going to see William Fitzsimmons on April 21st :)

One of my tables tipped me 9 cents tonight :(

My room mate is moving to Europe and selling her house...

so I will be homeless in a month. Must find new room mate.

My uncle died in a serious private plane crash. :(

I have a nasty cold sore.

umm... I need to muster up some more positive ones....

There was a mess up on a cookie at work... so I got to eat it for free.

I am starting a part-time Nanny position and the kids are adorable!

Hopefully will soon be volunteering @ starbucks @ GUTS Church.

I got my hair trimmed :)

My new fabric softener is amazing.

That's it.


redemption.

I recently read this in an article called "More than Damaged Goods" on relevantmagazine.com. It really struck a cord with me, and I would like to share part of it...

"It turns out that God is faithful to turn the worst things that happen in our lives into good if we dare to trust Him. He has an amazing capacity to turn human pain and weakness into strength, ugliness into beauty and our failures into foundations to build on. The Bible calls this redemption.

Redemption is about our Creator processing the wounds of our lives, the scars on our faces, the evils we have endured and turning them into an even grander story of grace. That means God takes what should have destroyed us and does more than fix it—He redeems it."

I tend to get super stressed out/ guilt ridden/ and super remorseful when I screw up big time. When I feel like a failure, I go all out. But, after reading this... I feel like when I make some mistakes.... it's okay. Because that is where God's redemption comes into play, where his true MERCY and GRACE are activated. The consequences of my little effed up choices are where I really need Jesus. But does that mean we should sin to receive grace? The bible says NO way! But when you do, He's there.

You don't even have to go through a period of guilt. Just go get GRACE right away. No sin is too big for God, you could never negate the LOVE that Jesus did on the cross.

Ending this post with a "Jesus is pretty much AWESOME."

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

L'amour sur facebook!

I don't want to offend the facebookers... But when you expel your mushy love crap all over the facebook, it makes me want to regurgitate. Hey, I'm a romantic... But just keep it private. We don't care.

Work with slight benefits.

A few nights ago, I was at work. Surprising, I know. But there's more. My last table was a couple an their 4 year old daughter. She was so goshdarncutiepieadorable! She got out of her chair and just gave a hug out of no where! I melted! It made my whole day, I didn't even care they only left me a 5% tip. Thank you little girl :)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Tulsa Update.

Sheesh. It has been too long!

As of my last entry, I made the move to Tulsa and started working promptly! I've been a pretty busy gal as of recent. Here are some quick updates:

I started working at Oliveto Italian Bistro once again (I worked here for 2 years before) and I started BAR TENDING... I know, I know.... shocking. Oh well.

I moved in with a Miss Kaley... who is a doll! We stay up late with lady talks plenty! Sharing a 3 bedroom house with her is divine. And the two dogs, Jewels and Wrangler are sweet, large creatures.

I am attending GUTS Church! I LOVE LOVE LOVE it! It's where I grow, challenged, and have a sense of community! I can't wait to get more involved and build some awesome friendships. I have met some amazing people there!

I can't tell you how honestly happy I am to have moved back. It feels like I have a life again. Seriously. This is sad, but I think I just socialized more in the past week and a half than I have the entire 9 months I lived at home.

How did I stay sane in WI? Answer: Molly and Jer, Young Adults, Crafties, Berlioz, Jayme, and the YMCA.... and lattes at Coffee Corner :) THANK YOU

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Last week in Wisconsin

This gal is headed back to her birthland: Oklahoma. Yea, I moved home, Wisconsin, right after graduation in May... for reasons I'm not really sure with. I don't really suggest that a 23 yr old move back in with the fam after years on their own. Tough stuff really.

Saying that I am moving to Tulsa, Oklahoma is devoid of glitz and glamour or even adventure. I really just feel like this is where I am supposed to go, I feel peace about it. I am worried at times, but the core of me is peace with the decision I made to move.

I think there is a pressure for Rhema graduates to jump into ministry asap and conquer the world. I am trying to break out of this mindset and live my life as ministry. Because moving to Tulsa and maybe taking classes for digital media doesn't seem "holy", I am scared I might be missing it. How sad, because I know that if I just follow God with all of my heart: i'm good.

So this next step in my life is right. It's not moving to Africa. It's not starting a ministry. But it is following God and making my life a ministry. Love God/Love People.

I'll miss Wisconsin a bit... but we have beef right now. You see, it's still freezing. And I slipped on the ice last night and took a digger. Garrrr.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Purchased.

Once I was debt free. Now I own a 2003 Land Rover Freelander.

I was always so petrified of debt. So it was a huge leap of faith to do what was needed to be done, buy a reliable car. The Lord promises to take care of me, so I trust Him completely with my life and I am very excited to see Him working in this.

I am determined to work my butt off and get this thing paid off ASAP.

Here's my beauty:

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Monday, February 14, 2011

The Decision!

Yep Folks, it true.

I am moving to Tulsa.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The BIG V day

Tomorrow is Valentine's day. Everyone knows that singles everywhere pretty much hate this holiday and dread it. It's the day that the fools in love inadvertently slap us in the face with a haha, ya lonesome mongloid.

But, I want to take a different stand. You see, before love wrung my heart out, I was a doe-eyed hopeless romantic type. Full of hope and "je vois le vie en rose"attitude. I don't want to be skeptical, cold, heartless this season... No. I may not be celebrating valentines day, but I will be celebrating, "Good love will come my way... Day"!!!

From a gal taking on the single life,
Your Blog-atine,
Hannah Lee

Saturday, February 12, 2011

My new crafties

I have been hard at work on making these journals/sketch books! I love making them and they are so blasted cute!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Yoga Socks

Finished pair of new knit yoga socks.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Yep. I brought it up.

I have recently stumbled upon a video posted on facebook. Some of my friends, christian and non-christian alike have posted it to their walls. This video depicts Zach Wahls, a native Iowan, grade A student, handsome, put-together kind of guy, before the Iowa House of Representatives making a heart-wrenching case of family and love in same-sex marriages. He was raised by two women. His appeal would make any normal human say, “Hey. Yea, why shouldn’t two women raise kids together? They turn out just fine!”


Well the fact of the matter is that his plea is in opposition to the argument that same-sex marriages which raise children inflict an abnormal upbringing, hence hurting the children by some way restraining them of normalcy. True, he blew that argument out of the water. I find that homosexuality in the court of law can only be refuted by a “moral standard”. Which then throws the subject into the ethics or religion category, and soon looses it’s worthy argument status.


Since I am not in a court of law, I can say what I want to say. Most major religions of the world are against homosexuality. But I can only speak for my own. I am a follower of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, and here’s what I think:


The Bible tells us that homosexuality is a sin. (1 Corinthians 6:9) It’s not really an opinion, it’s a fact. I know that for this to have any standing, you have to believe the Bible. But stay with me... you see Christians everywhere are saying we have to love them, and God loves them just them same as you and me. So TRUE. We have to love the gays and lesbians! But what is love? Is it not wanting the best for them and giving them what they need most LOVE? Homosexuality is sin. The bible states that “sin separates us from God.” We as Christians should know that the greatest thing we can know is the love of our heavenly Father and a deep relationship with Him... so if we are telling the homosexuals that it’s okay the way they are, we are actually saying that we are okay seeing them not have the most IMPORTANT thing in their life. We are okay with them missing out on God. We are okay with them “not inheriting the Kingdom of God.”


Behold: Tolerance is NOT LOVE. No, in fact it’s hate. You see, saying to your gay room mate, “Jesus still loves you the way your are.” (while true) is code for saying, “I am okay with you being separated from the Life giver.”


If you are a Christian:

Speak the TRUTH out of LOVE.

PRAY for hearts to be opened.

Show the LOVE of CHRIST in word and deed.

and

LOVE the “hell” out of your gay friends.


With a big subject from a tiny blog,

yours always,


Hannah Lee


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Not my will, but yours.

As of most of my life, I have wanted to do the "will of God". And I still do. I would say that my parents, spiritual leaders, pastors, and Jesus himself would applaud this... I, as of recent, have pensively plunged a little deeper into the subject.

You see, I have always asked, "God, what is your will? Whatever it is, I will do it? What is it? What is your will for me? What's my purpose? What do you want me to do?" I have prayed prayers of deep consecration. I just want to do his will. But, I usually don't get answers. I don't. And I have to be real enough to admit this. When I don't get answers, I get down on myself. I beat myself up for not being able to hear his voice. Am I praying enough? Reading my bible enough? Should I fast? I have fallen into the trap of religiosity: depending on hearing God with my own strength and attempts. Blagggghhhh!

So even now, I have the world at my fingertips. I can DO ANYTHING I want to. Anything, really. How can one feel crippled by absolute freedom. The daunting, religious spirit of the "will of God" expectation.

God kind of threw it in my face. Why do I want to do the will of Him? I truly believe that if you get out of the will of God, I will fail at whatever I do and misery will beseech me. I don't want that! So am I....

1. WANTING PEACE/ PROSPERITY/ SAFETY/ GOOD THINGS as a result> I SEEK THE WILL OF GOD.

-OR-

2. SEEK THE WILL OF GOD as a result> "Those things are added unto me..."

*Hint: No. 2 is the best/ right way*
Hmm... I never thought of it that way. So I need to do a little bit of a heart check.

God is a God of GRACE and MERCY. A God that promises to take care of us and never forsake us. He promises to guide us and even take us by our hand and lead us. He forgives. He loves. He rescues. He wants the best for us.
So we can't be crippled by religious ideas. Keep is pure and true: seek first the Kingdom of God. Love God. Love People.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Rebinding a Journal

Ever since I walked into Shades of Brown Coffeehouse in Tulsa, Oklahoma, and looked to the right, near the register... I wanted what I saw. A recycled, hand bound journal. Using an old, vintage book, you make a new journal.

So it has been my desire to make my own (not wanting to pay a whopping 48 dollars for it). And finally, 2.63 years later! TADAAA! I did it. I am very happy.

And I am selling my baby on etsy!


If you live anywhere in the United States, you know about "Snowpocolypse" or "Snowmaggedon"... which caused my work to be closed today. Ahhh.... lazy snow day. But not so lazy. I got my crafty time on. Sewing headbands and hair clips. Also, making my first journal by hand:

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Forty-three bucks

We need to talk about my ability to shop. I don't mean dropping bills on brand names... I am talking bargins.

What did $43 get me this evening...?
A cardigan
Pair of undies
Tee shirt
Jeans
Gum
Hair product
Garbage basket
&
A purse

Mind you this: I genuinely loved all of these items and the cardigan alone was over 30% of the total bill! Yes, I am a master. And a big shout out to Target for making this all possible. I couldn't be more happy!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Where the blog becomes a diary :/

Dear Blog,

I have felt I have hit an all time low. For this sole fact: this evening my father informed me of a future "prospect" he has arranged to contact me. Yes, my dad is trying to hook me up. *cringing distressed face* He is so sweet, my father that is.... but I am quite comfortable with him NOT being in that arena of my life.

Don't get me wrong, I want to get married and have babies. But I am not desperate. Not yet, that is. Haha. I don't want to be "that girl" the longing, dissatisfied girl.

And this whole "patient" thing requires daily self pep talks. It is frickin' frackin' hard. When the multitudes around you are getting hitched and popping out the young, and you are knitting in solitude on a saturday evening.... you start to think this whole "live it up single life" is kind of a joke. So it takes mental work to be okay. You start to understand how fragile it is when your dad comes in your room, sits down, and explains that he arranged someone to contact me. I lost it, a bit.

I know I can't worry and that I have to trust God... And I am not sure I "have to" remind the Almighty that I will 25 years old in 1 year and 5 months... Tic toc! Oh yea... I am not supposed to put limits on God! ;)

God is the center of my life, not my relationship status. I know this.

Farewell reader.

Slightly distraught and perplexed,
and as always, truthful,

Hannah


PS- I am really okay. This is not a cry for help. I am just honest.

Dead Appendage.

Last night during my slumber, I feel asleep with my arm placed above my head. During the middle of the night, I woke up and felt as if I was missing an arm. I flipped around and found my arm lying on my chest. As strange as it seems I was really freaked out. I could not feel my arm or move it, and in sleepy disillusion, could not distinguish if it was in fact my arm. I just laid looking at my hand, severely creeped out. And that is the end of my story.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Been knitting.

Despite my hobbies and lifestyle, I am not 68 years old. Now that the fact was made, let me continue. I love knitting. Here's what I've been up to recently in the world of knitting....

New obsession: photo apps.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Saturday, January 15, 2011

To Tulsa We Go.

As we speak, or shall I say "as I type" I am sitting in one of my favorite places in the world. Cherry Street Coffee House in Tulsa, Oklahoma. Sipping a divine latte made by the barista whom my heart loves, Nicholas Giovanetti. YAY.

My former room mates (Jayme/ Kayla Sweeney) got in the Alero and drove 13 hours to Tulsa, Oklahoma. Leaving at 2:00 am was not fun at all. But we made it safely! We rolled into town exhausted... but buried our urges to sleep, we showered and headed out to Zio's Italian Kitchen to meet some friends. Seeing as it was a Friday night in Tulsa, they were packed to the max! We got our table and chowed down on the most delicious bread. It was yumscatumskies (which is a very good thing). Although we had already gorged ourselves, we hopped on over to Oliveto Italian Bistro, our former workplace, for dessert.

It was awesome going to Oliveto. Really. Even though I worked there for 2 years and spent, what seemed to be, most of my time there. I just miss it tons. I had to control the urge to work though! I wanted to throw on my apron and bus some tables and take some orders! I miss the biz.

Moving on, after 2nd dinner, we drove to Sapulpa to go to the Burn. Which is a 24 hour worship service. Which was freakin' awesome until about 12:30. Because 12:30 is when my body decided to shut down. I am very sorry Jesus. We left at one AM. In bed by two AM. Sleep was nice.

Stay tuned for more Tulsa adventures...

Much love ya'll,

Hannah Lee


Thursday, January 6, 2011

Nerd alert.

I am fully aware that I have nerdy tendencies.

Yesterday, I spent hours researching my genealogy. Hours. And I had fun doing so.

Hmm...

.Do

.I

.want

.to

.MOVE

.back

.to

.TULSA?

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Resolution.

I am not an avid supporter of New Year's Resolutions. It's mostly just setting yourself up for failure.
But an idea popped into my head. I want to stop hitting my snooze button. I hit that thing so many times in the morning. I have been doing this habit since I was 15. I love my snooze button.

Jan 1.- Hit my snooze button. Many a time that morning.
Jan 2.- I was supposed to wake at 4am to drive to Madison (1.5 hrs away) for a small medical study that was going to give me $1000. My alarm did not go off at all. I didn't wake up until 6:45, and you can't be late for these things... so I lost out on getting $1000. Shucks. Perhaps me resolution is punishing me? haha.

*I did find out that there have been glitches with the iPhone alarms with the new years. It is supposed to be fixed. I should sue apple for $1000.