Nine days

AHHHH!

I am leaving for France in 9 days.

I have a billion thoughts going through my head!

Trying not to doubt that the Holy Spirit is going to work through me.

This is intense.

I am trying to reject these thoughts:

"Who would want to listen to me?"

"I am too young."

"What if I freeze?"

"What if I don't make sense?"

"What if I teach wrong things!"

"What if I am dull and boring."

"I could look like a REAL idiot."

"What if I run out of material?"

"What if I contradict myself?"

... I am glad that these are my biggest concerns. Because I know that if I yield to the HOLY SPIRIT > God can speak through me. So... nothing is on my shoulders and I shouldn't have to worry one bit. (I will keep my mind renewed in this reality and not fret!)

Let's do this thing Jesus!